It has been more than a year since I had to change the plans in my head, since I had to see and take care of myself again. No more dreams of a joint project, no more.
I can remember clearly how lost I felt when I came back to Brussels. I used to think that there was nothing to hold to. I couldn't see that I'm the only person that I can really rely on or hold to.
Understand that I had to start over took me more less this entire year out of my country and far away from my family and friends. I cannot really tell what is next for me yet, but I'm not as scared as I was last August. Some of the most hurtful pain and the biggest fears are gone. I trust myself again and I want to think that I will take the best decisions.
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