Doing magic

Sometimes you really need to produce some magic in order to stay mentally healthy. Doing this sort of magic means to get over things, to erase memories and getting rid of the things linked to those memories.

One year

It has been more than a year since I had to change the plans in my head, since I had to see and take care of myself again. No more dreams of a joint project, no more.

I can remember clearly how lost I felt when I came back to Brussels. I used to think that there was nothing to hold to. I couldn't see that I'm the only person that I can really rely on or hold to.

Understand that I had to start over took me more less this entire year out of my country and far away from my family and friends. I cannot really tell what is next for me yet, but I'm not as scared as I was last August. Some of the most hurtful pain and the biggest fears are gone. I trust myself again and I want to think that I will take the best decisions.

Los lugares

Los lugares se quedaron vacíos de recuerdos, de esencia. Paso por lugares que ya no tienen esas presencias, que ya no tienen el mismo significado. Mi espíritu esta mucho más tranquilo, más en paz con los recuerdos y el pasado. Mi ciudad se había quedado impregnada de presencias que ya no significan nada más. Hoy ya me reconcilié con esos recuerdos y este lugar vuelve a ser mío. Dejé ir lo que hace más de un año tuvo que irse.