And all of a sudden I feel lighter, both physically and emotionally speaking. My back gives me a bit of a break every now and then and my mind that had been very upset is loosening as well and I am starting to sleep a bit better again.
Yes, I still try my best not to think about certain things, but in general I feel lighter.
Yes, I get mad when I don't manage to fight back certain thoughts, but I feel like I recover my peace sooner or later.
Yes, there is still this big debt, but I hope things will go the right way and I will be able to close turn the page on.
Yes, I could still get those four years back if at all possible, but I will learn to live with the fact that it won't happen.
So yes, this is how the story ends and how a new me begins.
