Strong, London grammar

Excuse me for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
And I’m so down caught in the middle
I’ve excused you for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
And I’m so down caught in the middle

And a lion, a lion, roars would you not listen?
if a child, a child cries would you not forgive them?

Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong

Excuse me for a while,
turn a blind eye
With a stare caught right in the middle
Have you wondered for a while
I have a feeling deep down?
You’re caught in the middle

if a lion, a lion roars would you not listen?
If a child, a child cries would you not forgive them?

Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong

Excuse me for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
and I’m so down caught in the middle
Have you wondered for a while
I have a feeling deep down?
You’re caught in the middle

Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong

12.1, 13 and do I know what I'm doing?

So, 12.1 happened last Saturday. It went much better... It's kind of important when people lets you talk, isn't?

Now, are you the hunter or am I? Don't play with fire and don't pretend you know everything about life and women. It was good that you said the things you did, it helped me to make a good decision. Maybe you said too much and maybe there was no "click".

13. It has been such a loooong time since I last spent time with a decent guy. Thanks for that.

Do I know what I'm doing? I don't know, I hope so, but I'm not entirely sure. I guess I need to take some risks to know exactly where I am and in which direction I want to go next.

Against the things I was told

It's been some time now since I accepted that there are other ways and other stories of success or rather that success has different meanings and forms.

And I'm in peace with that. I also recognize that I've (and I still am) very lucky. I think that one should be careful with what we dream because it might become real. 

Alors, I'm here, in peace, full of energy, grateful for what I have been given, but there are still times -and conversations- when all that I currently believe in makes no sense and doesn't fit with all the things I was told life was about.

And I'm here, eating hearts, defining my own rules, deciding this is my own form of success, embracing the shape of my existence, singing, dancing, learning... Still, sometimes I'm still scared and fearful. 

It is hard to go against all these years of "this is what life is" speech. Some days it is pretty hard.

Dreaming of you

Dreaming of you. Confusing. I don't dream often about people that is out of my life.

When dreaming about you, I spend the rest of the day thinking about it and the shared things, but I have to say that it's changing lately. It's different now.

I've stopped thinking about you and I realised that recently. I guess we move on, don't we? The cure reach us and we close cycles. Who could have told us, right?

Cured 

Moved on

Got over it

Hurts became scars and those are not that visible anymore.

#12 meh... Y me dejó intercalar algunos silencios durante la conversación

Alors, yeah, you might be half of what you said. You might have also a third part of what you brag about. I don't really know and most likely I don't even care.

I think those were 3 full hours where I was able to express myself like 3 times. Gosh! A little selfish there and maybe too full of yourself, but that's ok. I don't blame you and I guess it will eventually work for you to do all the talking while someone just moves the head and follows you with her eyes.

At the end the conclusion is MEH!! And that's perfectly fine. For the most part I'm always relieved about the outcomes. It helps me to realise why is that I'm in the place and position where I am.

So as a good friend of mine says: next!!!