Fait au Mexique

It's difficult to think about myself as other thing than a Mexican. People might have another impression, but I don't see myself replacing all that I was born and raised with by other symbols or culture. I think I have a bit of an identity issue at the moment...

In the other hand I feel very proud of having achieved this by myself, and for all this time away from Mexico being brave and figuring out stuff all on my own. I'm hoping to be brave for many other challenges even though I feel a bit overwhelmed right now.

Identity

And with a letter to renew the ID card after all these years is that suddenly I feel overwhelmed and stressed about not speaking fluently one of the three official languages in Belgium. 

And the waist and the neglecting period that ended a few weeks ago.

And our little family going to live to a different place and me feeling like I won't be as independent as I'm for the moment . 

And dad and the brothers and the never ending Mexican soap opera of everything falling down while me living the "good" life in Europe.